I LOVE WHEN OUR CLEVELAND BOUDOIR PHOTOGRAPHY CLIENTS TELL US THEIR STORY SO HERE IS THE STORY OF THE BEAUTIFUL MISS HEATHER!
WHEN ASKED HOW SHE FELT BEFORE HER CLEVELAND BOUDOIR SESSION
AND HOW IT TRANSFORMED HER PERSPECTIVE SHE HAD THIS TO SAY…..
I have never really fit in because I have always been "bigger" than the other girls. All through high school/ college, I tried desperately to fit in. It has never made sense to me that bugger girls can't be considered pretty or popular in society's standards. Why do I need to be a size 0 to be considered attractive? The people who I find the most beautiful inside and out are the ones who don't fit into society's ridiculous tandards and I have alwaysadmired those with the ability to let the negativity roll off their back and continue living the life they want to live. To begin with, I had low self-esteem because I was never as pretty or skinny or popular as a lot of the girls in my grade. I went through a really bad relationship in high school where my boyfriend would tell me to wear dresses, straighten my hair and wear makeup all the time. I did all of these things because somehow I got a "popular" boyfriend and I wanted to fit in with his friends. I never fully realized how awful I was being treated, no one should ever be told what their daily appearance should be. Our break up destroyed me I had zero self-esteem, was very depressed and barely ate. I began to lose weight, but not the healthy way. Moving on to college I started gaining weight from constantly stress eating. When I graduated I weighed the most I have ever in my life and had lost all my self-confidence. I was not happy with myself or my life in any way. None of my clothes fit, shopping (my normally favorite activity) was miserable, I would cry anytime I looked at myself in the mirror and I was constantly trying to understand why all my friends were getting to go on dates and I was always alone. On top of hating myself and constantly contemplating self-harm, I had developed severe anxiety issues stemming from a car accident. I was always afraid people were talking about me and worried about what others would think so much so that I tried to distance myself from any situation where I could potentially be judged. A few years after graduation I knew that I had to make some changes in order to improve my life and try to be happier. I started working out at an all women's gym and even tried Jenny Craig. Both of these worked for a while, but the diet was expensive and the gym I had been going to closed. I got lazy and gained back all the weight I had lost, was still really struggling with anxiety and my self-confidence was at an all-time low. Job interviews were hell because I couldn't stop being paranoid about what my potential employers were thinking about my appearance and my ability to teach. Upon walking out of almost every interview I would instantly start crying as soon as I got to my car, doubting myself and feeling right away like I did not do well and probably wouldn't get the job. The Blush Bloom Boudoir group and their fearless leader Cassie is the most amazing supportive group of women and I know that I can turn to them whenever I need cheering up or some confidence boost. Of course, I would be completely lost without my mom she has been my rock through all of this mess. I am so glad I scheduled a session with Cassie because looking at those pictures reminds me that have always been beautiful I just needed to have a few amazing women help me realize that. My biggest fear was that when I saw my pictures I would hate them, that I would only see my flaws. It did not come true, instead, I saw a confident woman and loved every picture so much I had trouble choosing which ones I wanted in my book. Cassie help me find an inner confidence that I didn't know I had. The quality of the book is just amazing. I cannot believe the pictures are printed on silk and the clarity stunsme every time I look at them. You can see every little detail in the lace is amazing. I also really love the viewfinder its super fun! Cassie also give you an assortment of amazing bath products that smell amazing and make your skin look and feel awesome! Cassie does everything in her power to make you feel comfortable, confident, and sexy. She goes above and beyond what she needs to in order to make sure her clients have a good experience. Not only is she an amazing person, but she is a badass photographer and will make you feel like a model while you work with her.
I truly had such a wonderful time working with this amazing woman and I am so glad she gave me the privilege of capturing her beauty. While reading her testimonial I teared up knowing how much this experience helped her through her self-love journey and I am so proud of her for taking this huge first step.
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